"For years I believed that" the fate "was marked for me now. I did not have a choice. I prayed to God just as if his piety could change the reality of my own shortcomings, deprivation, economic woes, the homeless, etc., etc., etc.. Actually, I was instructed to follow this "scheme" since childhood, as I believe that many others like me were, unconscious of the scheme "to make a face like a poor man in order to attract the pity of others, believing that others will as well facilitate ".

Until the day ... I stopped giving the "blame" fate and I started experimenting on myself, beginning to be responsible for my inner state and there, things began to change for me. I have experienced firsthand that believe in something more than that there is not enough to rule. What's more it is inside you and me. Believing that there is something more than that is not the answer! .. Learning to see is the answer. I began to wonder why I want to learn to look within myself and how I see it. I started to watch my emotions and make them responsible and never blame others, to my past, my country, my education, the possibility that the "life" has given me ... I said ENOUGH!

You know ... when you start to look inside it is natural to share with others what you see and that's why I started writing, I started looking in the books that first thought was contrary to my religious culture. I noticed that spirituality and religion speak two languages ​​very, VERY different from each other.

I experimented and made ​​my own the words: "when you know you have learned the theory of how to do a certain thing, throw away everything you have learned and draws the same thing in your way."

I experimented and reinvented the idea that "you can copy what others do ... of course. As long as they do not ask him how he did it for you to do a google search on how to do it, but not ask yourself, that is, how did he do this? How can I achieve the same result (or better)? Ask yourself and you'll get a completely new response. "

I have "given birth" my thoughts in poetry format.

It is reinforced in me the desire to promote my Ecological Nutrition, ie, feeding respecting the environment, reducing waste ... this thing goes against the interests of the meat production industry. I am a vegetarian.

I externalized the phrase "the help is not for me outside of myself" and believe me, this sentence was the beginning of the end of the "old" Marcello.

Looking back well and back in my life, now I write everything that I have experienced sporadic occasions.

For example:

• O ne of ten years ago I got rid of almost daily seizures caused by the terrible fear of having cancer. Call me a hypochondriac if you want but I got rid of using the power of observation of the emotions I had inside of me in times of crisis.

• Maybe you do not know, but up to 4 years ago I was a curator spiritual (priest) of the New Apostolic Church here in Italy and previously, with other offices in Argentina. I have been a total for 21 years, 2 months and 13 days. This precision is not important but it did for me. However I have always been careful not to follow the "dogma", "ritual" or whatever you want to call. In summary, the "form" that all fossilized avoiding the "clichés", such a mechanism, but to live in those moments that all teaching given us.

• I've always been passionate about flying since a teenager. In my hometown, La Plata, I often went by bike to the city airport to see planes. I have not any pilot's license but I spent hours and hours at the computer simulator that has taught me every detail of the flight of real instruments, large and small aircraft. What I want to say with this? .. that several times I've flown Cessnas and Pipers with free along with real pilots to inspire faith in the fact that the amount of knowledge I had on the aircraft and their equipment. In 2001 (before 11 settempre) on a journey Linate (MI)-Pescara, I was in the cabin of a Boeing 737-400 behind the captain and copilot from takeoff to landing at the airport of Pescara, commenting with their different takeoff and landing procedures, secrets and goodies that are said to "those levels." In several other flights I attended the landing of large aircraft in my various flights between Milan and Pescara and overseas flights. - In Germany, in 2003, a pilot gave me the commands to take off in a Cessna 152, he asked me to rise to 1900 feet, making a 180 degree turn to the left of the runway approach and landing, which I proudly (all under his supervision and advice). - At the same airport I had a free flight with a stunt plane in which the pilot did twenty minutes of loops fatal, spins and loops while I was at his side, filming everything. These movies are still on VHS but I'm switching to digital and will be online soon.

• Until four years ago I had never taken a brush, not a pencil to draw more than "doodles" from first grade ... but now I realize my works and portraits in pencil, oleo paintings, acrylic, pastels and much more without ever having attended courses in design or art school. I made ​​videos of some of my works (which you can see on the left at the bottom of SelfSpiritual) ... I have sold over 140 paintings, more than 100 portraits in 18 months of operation. This was born from a simple but powerful question: how can I do ...? "

  I will stop here ... I could continue to tell all the companies that I made ​​without knowing that I was putting into practice (unknowingly) teach everything now (consciously).

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